Qkey: Live to love and love this life ^_^

Jan 01
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1/1/11

D bnyk belahan dunia pd ngrayain nu year dg fireworks.D Jepun,taun baru org pd brdoa k kuil..Good choice,nu year is d time to contemplate ;D

(deuuh ini sebenarnya mau ditulis ke twitter.. tp anehya ga bs masuk2.. dikoleksi ke tumblr dulu aja yaaaa..hehe)

Oct 28
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It’s (not) about numerology :D

7.1  after 17

6.8 in 28

<3 <3

*bismillah smoga bisa menjaga amanah :)

-mrs.yordAngela

Apr 26
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Seems like I’m not ready to end my journey, soon… Mommy, I still need to travel more. I am not ready for any port to stay. I still need a runaway. But mommy, you always know there will be a time for me to go HOME and just staying forever :) People will understand. I hope.
— “You are my home…” Someday I’ll say it, surely. Hey someone, please back from the future. Help me to explain. But still, Allah knows best. *My first time experiencing that I’m not ready*
Mar 21
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Prospekt’s March ;D

It’s a spring! :) :) :) :)

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“Til Kingdom Come”-Coldplay

Steal my heart and hold my tongue.
I feel my time, my time has come.
Let me in, unlock the door.
I’ve never felt this way before.

The wheels just keep on turning,
The drummer begins to drum,
I don’t know which way I’m going,
I don’t know which way I’ve come.

Hold my head inside your hands,
I need someone who understands.
I need someone, someone who hears,
For you, I’ve waited all these years.

For you, I’d wait ‘til kingdom come.
Until my day, my day is done.
And say you’ll come, and set me free,
Just say you’ll wait, you’ll wait for me.

In your tears and in your blood,
In your fire and in your flood,
I hear you laugh, I heard you sing,
“I wouldn’t change a single thing.”

The wheels just keep on turning,
The drummers begin to drum,
I don’t know which way I’m going,
I don’t know what I’ve become.

For you, I’d wait ‘til kingdom come,
Until my days, my days are done.
Say you’ll come and set me free,
Just say you’ll wait, you’ll wait for me.
Just say you’ll wait, you’ll wait for me.
Just say you’ll wait, you’ll wait for me.

*21 Grams, 21, 21 Cineplex, Since I was 21… Many things I like begin with 21, And I waited (-or just sayin- I’ ve been waiting) for you, a 21. And now, It’s also 21 ;D

(For you, I’ve waited all these years.
For you, I’d wait ‘til kingdom come.
Until my day, my day is done.
And say you’ll come, and set me free,
Just say you’ll wait, you’ll wait for me.)

—> WOOOWWWWWWW ;) ;D :)

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Gold In Them Hill- Coldplay & Ron Sexsmith

I know it doesn’t seem that way
But maybe it’s the perfect day
Even though the bills are piling
Maybe Lady Luck ain’t smiling

But if we’d only open our eyes
We’d see the blessings in disguise
That all the rain clouds are fountains
Though our troubles seem like mountains

There’s gold in them hills
There’s gold in them hills
So don’t lose heart
Give the day a chance to start

Every now and then life says
Where do you think you’re going so fast
We’re apt to think it cruel but sometimes
It’s a case of cruel to be kind

And if we’d get up off our knees
Well then we’d see the forest for the trees
And we’d see the new sun rising
Over the hills and horizon

There’s gold in them hills
There’s gold in them hills
So don’t lose faith
Give the world a chance to say…

A word or two, my friend
There’s no telling how the day might end
And we’ll never know until we see
That there’s gold in them hills

There’s gold in them hills
So don’t lose heart
Give the day a chance to start

There’s gold in them hills…
There’s gold in them hills…

*So don’t lose heart. Give the day a chance to start

—-> WOOOOOWWWWWWW ;) ;D :)

Feb 22
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After: 21.02.10—> everything ends with zero

A good start at my zero point :) C’mon dr. Qkey, relieve! Allah SWT always bless me :) Something happened in my life, someone left from my life, but somewhere over the rainbow will guide my life. Surely… Find me soon that place over the rainbow please, ya Allah. The place where I’ll get not just what I need, but what I want.

-Ternyata saya semakin malas… Sekarang saya malas bersabar dan malas mengalah lagi (sekali lagi jackpot deeeh.. 3 x ngalah dan berusaha cool terus) :D manusia memang egois, oleh sebab itu manusia disebut individu :) Maafkan hamba ya Allah. *curcol, hehe

Feb 21
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“Fix (Me)”

When (I) try (my) best, but (I) don’t succeed
When (I) get what (I) want, but not what (I) need
When (I) feel so tired, but (I) can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down (my) face
When (l) lose something (I) can’t replace
When (I) love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide (me) home
And ignite (my) bones
And (I) will try to fix (me)

And high up above or down below
When (I’m) too in love to let it go
But if (I) never try (I)’ll never know
Just what (I’m) worth

Lights will guide (me) home
And ignite (my) bones
And I will try to fix (me)

Tears stream down on (my) face
When (I) lose something (I) cannot replace
Tears stream down on (my) face
And on (my) face (you)..

Tears stream down on (my) face
(I) promise (me) I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on (my) face
And on (my) face (you)…

Lights will guide (me) home
And ignite (my) bones
And I will try to fix (me)

My lovely coldplay’s song (With modifications, of course. Thank you and sorry my coldplay :D). Time to heal, time to fix (me) :) Bismillah… Always “life in technicolor” feeling in my heart. C’mon dr. Qkey, move on! But my heart said, “Don’t.” I want to. But do I need to?

*Waiting for 12AM, the time when Cinderella will always be just a Cinderella, not anybody’s princess. Still sure, in the end of the story, Cinderella’ll get a really happy ending…

-I’m not a hypocrite, I just can’t lie to myself. My mind wants to analyze. But it goes to waste, ‘cause this comes from my heart. The sincere unreasonable feeling. I’m not scared of saying what I need to say, not a present nor compliment. But I just don’t want another drama, if I said so. Why don’t just understand?-

Feb 17
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Somehow, I am (totally) relieved :)
— Some said time will heal, but I know the best medicine to heal a broken-hearted. A totally believe in Allah SWT. He, The Only One Who we can always rely on. I don’t know, somehow I’ve got a certainty ‘n such feeling of why sweat a small stuff, while I already get plenty of blessings everyday :) Thank U, Allah for always cherish me…
Feb 15
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My best friend: “You have to show up as tough girl. Because you really are”.
I: :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
— Beradaptasi dengan waktu yang serasa gamang. Waktu-waktu yang tidak bisa biasa. Kangen terhadap waktu, saat bicara dan berbagi tentang semangat, impian dan asa menjadi bagian dari kebiasaan. Sekarang waktu ini menjadi penuh batas, dalam sekat-sekat tak nyata tak logis, walau kata-kata yang pernah ada memang sebagian besar dalam maya. Tapi waktu berbagi yang ada ataupun pernah ada adalah nyata. Salahkah melakukan kembali kebiasaan yang biasa? Setidaknya berbagi endorfin untuk membangun. Aku tak ungkit tentang yang lalu, ini semua hanya tentang sekarang dan esok. Bagiku, dalam waktu kita tak pernah ada yang rusak, hanya hal biasa yang jadi tak biasa. Kembali dengan maya dan nyatamu, aku ingin waktu (yang biasa saja). Mari.